Built for a Purpose

Today was a great day, really was, but birthdays always bother me. They bother me because they show me who’s really there for me and who isn’t. You know birthday’s ain’t nothing big but if you’re all up in my face saying you love me and care about me and I am your so called best friend why is it that you don’t remember my birthday lol I’m trying not to trip over this and I’m not but I just don’t get it. I expect from most people but the ones that I literally spend the most time with/talk to and call my friends…that ain’t right. Even family too! Certain family members, well maybe most of them, I don’t expect to remember my birthday but even after its all up in your news feed and all up on my instagram/tumblr.. whatever.. you still don’t show love. Like, what’s the issue? 

That….I can’t hang with. BYE! I have no time. 

This brings me back to something I wanted to rant about a while back after I crossed. There are people..matter of fact.. A PERSON who knew that I wanted to become a member of my organization before I was in it and knew I was following through with it.. even after I crossed this person has said nothing to me about it lol like I really don’t get it. Like we talked!!!!! About life stuff and no words!!!! people told me lol but I didn’t listen

like..nobody is real these dayss.. family? not even!! I can’t deal lol

ok rant over. shout out to the people who are actually genuine and not only show it through words but through ACTIONS! I’m praying for ya’ll people who go ghost when a girl just tryna better herself and move up.